The Beginning of the End

So I decided to start a Blog. I know everyone settle down! I called it Aux because that seems to be my life here lately. I figured that I could put up my triumphs and defeats for ALL the world to see, wont that be GRAND. Let us start from the beginning, all about me.

For starters I am divorced, take notes there will be a test. It was not my idea to get a divorce, as we had a son together and I went through that when I was younger, but she felt she was not happy with me. Later on I found out "not happy" meant she was cheating on me, oh women and their wiley ways.

Last October my 5 year marriage came to an end, much to only my dismay. I was hurt and all that wonderful stuff but I got over it, well I am getting over it. The main goodness that came from that marriage was my son, Connor, whom I love with all my heart. Well of course I love my son! What kind of a bastard does not love their kids? I guess anyone could back up that statement with a quick trip to youtube, but I digress. The point is that from that divorce my life has been throw into a shambles.

I had to move back in with my dad, at the age of 31. Something I do not mind, but at the same time I do mind. You know what I am saying. I have a crummy job that only works on the weekends it seems. I am overweight and I smoke. The main good thing to come of all this was I stopped drinking dark full of sugar goodness Pepsi. I made myself like Diet Sierra Mist. I have to work on the rest of those things in my life as I tend to like to do things like, be with women and what not and a fat slob is not going to cut it. So yeah I am not perfect, sorry. I know you all were hoping maybe I WAS, but I am not. I have decided to work on this though, and this is what I am going to tell the world.

I am going to turn my life around. I am going to stop being the "friend guy" and be the guy that girls like. Of course I am still a big nerd, that is never going to change. I want to be myself again. I want to wake up and not look at myself in the proverbial mirror and be happy with myself. The main assertion I have to do it exercise more. I started last year but when the cold hit I just became a hermit and stopped. I intend to correct all these things and more.

Here are a few things about me. I do like the nerd things. I watch things like Doctor Who and Lost. I read comics and play video games. I LOVE a good Zombie movie, even the bad ones that make you want to cringe they are so bad. A thing that attracts me to a women first is her eyes, I do not know what. Eyes or hair color. I have a thing for redheads, shocked I know. What else can I say. I am a good listener. I am a very laid back person. Not much gets to me on a personal level. If it does I can usually shake it off and keep going with my life. Internet people make me "LOL" all the time.

Seems a day does not go by that I am not just flabbergasted by the stupidity of people and how they can

mess up their lives so completely and badly. Well it is 4 am and I have a day of exercising to get to, so I will end

this. I hope that we can all be civil and friends here. If not the LET THE GAMES BEGIN! lol.